Numb

Somedays, it's pain. Otherdays, her sisters envy, jealousy and love come to visit. The only kind siblings, were loneliness & numbness. She never visits and never expects.

Loneliness: She didn't even know she was misunderstood. It just never occured for her that she could be seen by others, when she herself couldn't see them. 

She didn't need to label her feelings. She never thought to want anyone else. She was safe, happy and content. Self sufficient.