Mental 2008

where did my bubble gum happy world go?

i no longer recognize my life as the one that i wanted.

what happened to the dreams i weaved?

who was it that took it all away from me?


where's that beacon that i was following in this ocean?

lost. disenchanted. loosing sight of the rainbows.

don't tell me life is this bland.

don't tell me i cannot be saved.

most of all, don't tell me i cannot save myself.


I do not need to wait for your saviour.

I do not need to wait for u to leave.

and i refuse to be put down, let down or be told to sit down.

for whatever is lost, can be reclaimed.

And btw, you can be replaced.